Lets talk Thai food

My first day back, I'm already thinking about all this food I need to have before I go.

There's so many of them, I don't really know where to start, good thing my uncle already figured it out for me.

Thai food it is.

We went to this amazing, beautiful, award-winning (I know it's award-winning, there's gold plates all over the wall) Thai restaurant that my uncle have heard of since a while ago but never been to. His words were to wait for me to come back and have this special moment with me. How is he not the sweetest?! ♥

We were super late cause of the traffic, and so they already ordered so all I needed to do was to sit down and pig out as soon as I arrived.

It's crazy how long haven't I actually tasted authentic Thai food.  

The mango salad was simply amazing for me, but I guess like my mum said, at this point everything will be crazy awesome to me.

I was like, there you go, THIS is how mango salad is suppose to taste like.

There is many other things that I could talk about, like the huge tiger crab, and the cockle clams cooked in green curry sauce or something.

But this, this is what completes my first day.

Durian ice cream (from REAL durian) with actual durian and sweet sticky rice. 

What is this heaven right here?

Don't judge me, I'm Malaysian, durian is everything.

xoxo, 

Sher

Journey of Thai food to be continued...

Granny b ♥

It has been so long, i know.
It's just that I need to go through something that I didn't think i will have to so soon. I couldn't start doing anything like posting, talking about this because I couldn't help missing when I start. I tried to sit down remembering how I got here, and I will end up crying so hard and fell asleep in tears. So I couldn't, and I don't want to. It's not like it hurts, is just that I really miss.

I'm not sad, not in pain, just miss.
We don't cry, don't hide in the closet, like this is some sort of agony or grief. It's not.
We took it peacefully, like everyone was expecting it.
We even have fun and we still smile and laugh.
I do so too, like everyday since that night. It was just surprising for a sec, not even unacceptable. We just knew it's gonna happen, I just didn't expect it so soon.

I try to take it like how I should and how everyone else did. It's how it should be, anyhow, it's not a bad thing. It's not that I'm specially loving too, I'm just specially attached to her that's all.
How can I not though?
She's the woman who raised me with my mother and godmother, who fed me, tie my shoelaces, put on my clothes, treat me like a little princess since I was born.
She's the woman who let me in when my dad kicked me out cause I did something bad and keep buying me fake jade bracelet even though I keep breaking them. I felt bad every time I accidentally broke the bracelet, as it's from her. I remember clearly that feeling of guilt, cause I knew she walks to market every morning, not just to buy me that bracelet only but anyhow she thought of me when she saw that tiny bracelet for kids, and she bought it, hoping I will like it and look good in it. I remember telling her , "ah ma, lu koi, nang cheng siang kaun eh chiu huang! hehe" it means, "hey granny, look, we are wearing the same kind of bracelet!" she smiles and say yeah, so you have to take care of it and don't break it~ *PIANG* next second only....
She never scolded me for that, just keep buying me new ones.

I truly loves her and truly miss her. I try to stop crying now.

ahh...took me long enough to finish this one post.
You have to understand, it's not easy for me. Talking about those awesome memories, stuff, she gave me, talking about just her, it's not easy now that she's gone.

My granny, a woman who appears in most my childhood memories. I love her.


our last picture together ♥

ah ma, remember you kissed me?
see how you hold my hands?

I'm constantly missing you. How are you over there? They say if I cry it will not bring peace to your mind, I don't believe so. You know I'm not sad, I just miss you. You know I want the best for you and you will get it. But I will stop crying cause I know you will worry. Don't please. Ah ma, lu beh sai guai wa ma, wa xio lu nih ♥

You You You

노혜진아~
진짜 너무 너무 고맙고 너무 사랑한다><
너무 예뻤어 ㅋㅋㅋ
나의 재일 친한 친구 ^^
내 제1위 가장 훌륭한 자매 ㅋㅋㅋ

No Hye Jin ah~
Jinjja nuh mu nuh mu go mab go nuh mu saranghanda ><
nuh mu yehbbuhssuh kkk
na ye jae il chin han chingu ^^
nae jae ili ga jang hoollyoonghan jamae kkk

will keep your letter for me
and make something even better i promise :)

sorry for my broken korean lol
wanted to write it korean
but figured lazy as you will so prefer reading it in romanized version lol
so i just romanize it for you too
just in case lol
didn't even try to fix it with my oppa/sun saeng nim
so that it's broken enough to look funny
and you can make fun of me and made your day lol
how nice of me ><

LYAO already? =]



anyway
thanks for being so great
you always happen to give me the best thing at the very right time
like those slippers
probably from your sis
but you hobo really wanted to give me a present
so end up giving it to me
coincidentally, you happen to insist me to open it only when i reach home lol
whatever is it
it's so perfect as i got my house bout 2 days later i got your presents
and it happens to have no carpet lol
see! how did you know that?!!
like i'm sure you don't
but it just happen like this lol
how sweet of you

but THAT IS WHY!!
no matter how hobo-ish you are
i still love you :)
cause you just happen to be sweet and understanding
we drive each other crazy all the time
and we sometimes...fine...always actually
do stuff we know for the fact that each other don't like it
but too good as us
we know we wouldn't mind already as well


piss you OFF now first
make you happy later
i'm sure you remember about all those times
when us got actually soooo angry
but at most 2 days later we always talk it out
that's the kind of friend some people could just dream of their whole life
but lucky me, i have you :)

someone i could never worry about pissing off
someone i could never worry about telling stuff too(apparently cause i trust u!)
someone i could never worry about relying on
someone i could never worry about yelling at for no reason
that's you!
don't need a reason to do whatever to you
to take whatever from you
i will always need to know everything about you
not for any reason
just because i could be there when you need me

the fact is you are never worry about asking things from me
asking help from me
telling stuff about other people to me
doing things for me
or using things of mine
even without asking me
cause you know i will never mind
because it's you, only

too much alike
too much understanding
too much coincident
too much creepy stuff
too weird and crazy
that's you, and me.
that's what make it last =]


the best promise i could make is that
i will always chose you over whatever boys

you know how great this is okay?!
as you know what a boy freak we are ^.*

hope this is not too corny lol but I lovee you ^^



omg see how skinny you are?!



you are only pretty when u take pictures with me! lol

nieces.

my cutie nieces

and newborn Chloe

welcome to the world

just happen to love you alot

remember your smile to me

at the very first time we met

your first week to the world

the very first time i held you

you already smile to me

just happen to love you alot

well i love everyone of them

no jokely

especially when they all just happen to like me so much

the newborn Chloe

napping as much as she could

awake lol

so cute when she just keep staring

she is so tiny i know

just slightly more than a month only

fragile and CUTE!!

my larissa B

the intelligent but naughty one

has the biggest eyes ever

and longest eyelashes

doubt that your chinese lol

not even her birthday

she thought it is

that cake is just desert for the dinner that night

which is for my parents the Malaysian lol

i messed it up lol

and...

i messed it up,again

i took a sip before i remember to take a picture

so depressing

end with a cup of green tea i got in Farmer's market

one of my favourite market

to be honest

it's just because it's full of food XD

Family to Banff!

well this are just pictures we took in Banff
mostly me lol
and family of course
then is alot of food pictures
trust me
although they're not from a super good restaurant
but it's cooked by 2cek
which used to be a cook
it still rocks our every meal lol



my dad acting cute lol


we encounter deer here all the time
but this close, never
so we are consider lucky
cause she was just standing RIGHT THERE
so close that everyone was surprise
she wasn't even scared and wouldn't run away
we're impressed
we actually even encounter a baby wolf
but he ran away
we don't have time to take any pictures
that's consider freaking lucky
no pictures taken
but image stored in brain
good enough
it's apparently not common to encounter wild wolf on the street
and they are adorable
cannot believe how they are actually predators.
thanks for showing up =]


before my dad act cute lol
dad discovered me taking pictures


sashimi
those who loves japanese food will know
this is what we call satisfying xP


best creamy soup in winter
even watching it makes me hungry ><


pork i think?
damn nice
it's seared and then baked
then the sauce cooked differently
put together becomes purrfecct


beef casserole with bitter gourd
i love bitter gourd so i love this lol
especially when the meat itself is tender
makes the dish great


my dua pek
my dad's type~


crazily cute and funny lol
love acting cute
but i love them <3 p="p">

i took some pictures before we bought our house(which I will not show here, cause it's just me lol)
which is now officially ours

it's so weird cause I did not take any pictures of any other houses
just this one
and it miracly eventually become ours
soon i'll be staying in it

i cannot tell you how excited I am.

bye devil, I will miss you.

winter break

Let's start with some pictures.


beef stew~


the babies crew with the boss larissa LOL
so cute!!




food at the dinner!!


holiday finally
winter break finally
my birthday is almost here
he is leaving soon

wedding tonight
it was really good to be honest
especially when it's in the korean restaurant
with all these food i love
nothing could be better tonight
and so I ate so much

Love the part where it's such a small dinner that it's not troublesome and noisy like all the other wedding.
(because they already had a big one that I don't freaking get to attend, far away ><)
it's just family and really close friends
which is amazing, really
most touching part will probably be the video
i felt like my eyes warming up
so i quickly ran to the washroom
especially after watching Jason's cousin tearing up
i seriously couldn't help staying
i teared a little as soon as i reached the washroom
it's touching to know how they met
how they fall in love
how my cousin is well taken care
and how this man love her


welcome to the family Jason!
not like you weren't since looong time ago lol
and Congratulations, Qingyuin jie and Jason ♥