Thursday, December 29, 2011
sigh baby boy, you're making me a very depending person ><
Giving me all these memories and happiness, spoiling me like a little one. I don't know how to live alone already. I'm only 19, this is definitely not good.
I had so much fun just making him something, like i don't even expect him to love it or anything but making something FOR him is what makes me going. He could hate it, not like it or whatever, it doesn't bother me, as long as there is him for me to work for, I'm satisfied. That's how easy I get myself smiling. It's easy but it's not at the same time, cause if there isn't him, I guess I can't be happy anymore?I don't know but sometimes, it gets me worry.
Anyway, just wanna have a special post about this because he made it special. ><
bought him this cause expect him to come over alot so I wanna keep him warm! hehe Basement is cold ><
Hehe my rabbit teeth dear and me <3 birthday="birthday" my="my" on="on" p="p">
He wanted to surprised me by putting it in his towel and ask me to bring his towel to him, expecting me to find it but I end up bringing my towel and he was like NO i need mine please lol so I was omg troublesomeee, then found the necklace haha
I made 21 of these on his birthday since it's his 21st birthday hehe He is officially an adult and can marry now!! lol But yeah, it wasn't pretty at all ( I tried to present it prettier but he ruin it ), but because his birthday was so special no store is open I can't make anything special but this >< Sorry. Even though I did said birthdays are nothing special, it's our first so let's just make it memorable hehe
gingerbread cake, OMG SO GOOD!!! that dinner's desert. Unforgettable is the word.
Hi baby <3 p="p">
He knows my favourite brand and he knows I love simple. He knows. that's all that counts.
the process of mini cakes hehe
So what's so sad about lonely Christmas and birthdays? not the usual family-around-me birthday sigh.
But, at least I have him and myself :)